you don’t have to pretend with me

ats meme: nine scenes
i can’t stay. this isn’t me anymore

shaking and crying

**Downton Abbey spoilers**

I can’t stop crying and I hate everything, I do. This isn’t fair, why do showrunners hate the people that watch their shows? I don’t get it.

I remember a case in ER with twins that broke me forever, and now again. Tom, Thomas, Matthew, Mary, Edith, Cora, Lady Grantham, Daisy, Carson, everyone, I freaking can’t. And they were all watching and unable to do anything, and it was just so sad, and I hate everything, I do.